Good thing there's journal here now, although i might mish mash it with my blog. mushu. Okay what's up with me? I don't really know. sometimes maia gets lost in the track of time. Uh, yeah. I'm at home because I'm suffering from sinusitis. *achoo* well, everything's good :)(uh..I hope it is) Valentines day is up and coming but I still got no date! Well, madaming nagaalok, and the proposals were overwhelming but I haven't accepted any of those. Most are from my suitors. (I dunno if they're for real!) You know what? Those invitations just left me feeling hollow. It should be him...him..and him asking me. If it was him he doesn't need to ask me. I'll ask him! haha nah, not that kinda girl. I'd rather sit wait and get hurt over and over and over again. *sigh* I want him but I can't tell him so...i got lotsa lotsa pride, you know. And that stupid pride never fail to hurt me.

btw, v5 is nice with lotsa improvements and cutely added stuff, but i think it'll take me awhile before I get used to it :P

I miss him so much already! but he doesn't even care. *a voice from within: how would he care if he doesn't even know, stupid girl?* ahhh shaddap. I dunno what to do anymore and you aren't helping me a bit.

mind's all jammed up now, catch up with you later.
ja ne